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Posted in Uncategorized on May 10, 2009 by anairam

…will no longer update this blog…

thanks for following! Ciao…


No More

Posted in Uncategorized on December 15, 2008 by anairam

Today I’ve decided not to wait.. No more.

I give up. and there goes my 2008. Still NBSB.

On a Monday Night

Posted in Uncategorized on September 15, 2008 by anairam

1. You’re trapped in a room for 3 days with your ex, what do you do?
–  Umm. We’ll catch up? Hehe. And definitely device a way to get out.

2. You’re stuck in an elevator with the person you’ve fallen the hardest for, what happens?
–  Ummm. I’ll guess we’ll bond and i’ll be spilling the beans and tell him my feelings.. who knows. hehe

3. The celebrity you love the most offers to marry you, as long as you don’t talk to any of your current friends or family members anymore. Do you marry them?
– Duh. No thanks.

4. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
– It depends on whether the feeling is mutual or not. <– Same here.

5. If you ever want to live to see another day, you’re forced to snort cocaine. Do you do it?
– If it’s a matter of life and death, say if it’s the only cure… I guess I’ll go for it.

6. If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
– That movie is so damn sick. No. I’d probably not open my eyes anyway, just thinking about it is torture enough.

7. When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friends?
– 4th year college

8. Who’s the last person of the opposite sex you had a sleepover with?
– At a college friend’s house, night of the Christmas lantern parade ’07

9. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
– Yepyep

10. Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can’t even stand it?
– Yeah. Hehe

11. On average, what do you think you cry about the most?
– The Love aspect of my life

12. Do you think your best friends love you?
– Of course

13. Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
– Sadly nope, just for fun.

14. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
– Nope, but i’ll try to convince him to quit

15. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?
– I hope so.

16. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
– Navi

17. Are you going anywhere next summer?
–  hopefully Thailand. <– same here. haha

18. Are you waiting for anyone’s call right now?
– Nono

21. Do you secretly like someone?
– Not again. For the nth time

22. Do you announce when you have to pee?
– At times, when i need company. hehe

23. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
– Can’t remember. Long time ago.

24. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
– Yes. I think. hehe

25. How is life going for you right now?
– A bit stable. Still incomplete.

26. Do you trust people easily?
– At times

27. Do you give out second chances easily?
– Maybe

28. Do you smile a lot?
– Uhuh )

29. One thing you’re looking forward to?
– November

30. How do you feel about change?
– Fine. But let’s do it gradually…

31. Have you ever cried from being so mad?
– Yep.

32. Last time you read a text message and smiled?
– Few hours ago.

33. Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
– Yep

34. Are you happy?
– I should be. Not completely…

37. If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
– I guess so. Girl scout! Aja!

38. First person who texted you today?
– yaj


Posted in Uncategorized on September 8, 2008 by anairam

I was on the phone just moments ago with my everdearest psych-student friend and was telling her what’s been bothering me for the past month.

And I quote:

Ano? Di man lang ti-nry hawakan ang kamay mo? Therefore: bading sya!


… So ikaw, ano ba talaga nararamdaman mo ngayon? Anong gusto mong mangyari?

Me: Kung ngayon mo ko tatanungin, wala. Pero gusto ko lang talagang aminin nyang may naramdaman sya, kahit konti lang. Aminin na nya, ‘Wag nyang sabihin wala. Wala ba talaga?

… Therefore, gusto mo nga sya.


Pano kung narealize mong naghihintayan lang pala kayo.

Me: *bubbles* pakshet naman.

Long Overdue Update

Posted in Uncategorized on September 8, 2008 by anairam

Hired (finally!) for 5 months and counting… Experience-wise: nice. Social level: transition from introvert to extrovert. Colleagues: Closer everyday. Over-all: Fairly good, could be better.

Love: “paramdams”. But in social context, still zero…


Things I Want to Do in My Life Right Now

Posted in Uncategorized on May 4, 2008 by anairam

Ever since I started working full time in the hospital last April, I started regretting that prior to working, that I’ve spent most of my free time sleeping and lurking at home when I can spend it somewhere else and on something productive for me. And now with little time on my hands, I am currently scanning my mind on some ideas of activities that I missed doing/ wanted to do/ dying to do and wish to do sometime.

1. Go on a week long trip with my friends somewhere where there is beach, sand, fresh air, bone fire and lots of bonding.

2. Spend a day/night singing in a videoke/magic sing, making ‘birit’, getting high and be merry.

3. Tag around on my dad’s trips to Bicol, Tagaytay and Laguna (free ride, free food, free accomodation, free everything!)

4. Spending the last days of Summer with few chosen friends to chat, laugh, cry and enjoy with.

5. Read on PT materials in preparation for State board exams (which I’m planning to get done within the year)

6. Actually enrolling on a formal review session for state boards

7. Getting some important documents done for like: passport, driver’s license

8. Getting a room makeover

9. Gathering my highschool ‘kada and go on a trip somewhere outside our hometown Rizal

10. Be physically active and fit by engaging on my sports such as badminton, table tennis and swimming

11. Full physical make-over: have a trendy haircut, get a body massage and scrub, have a facial and diamond peel, have a hand/foot spa, get a manicure and pedicure, get in shape for a swim suit fit body.

12. Go soul-searching/meditating on a secluded, serene and peaceful environment alone, away from the busy life in the city, without the worries of being late for work or not being home on time etc. A quiet day alone.

13. Travel outside Luzon

14. Travel outside the country

15. Keeping an active social life. I’ll have to find one first. haha

— to be continued —

Croco Treat

Posted in Uncategorized on September 9, 2007 by anairam


Croco something restaurant…

@ Trinoma

Good food… Syempre libre… Yumyum

Two friends treated us out yesterday. Joint celebration, two birthdays. Bago magkita-kita, na-anticipate ko na na ako lang mag-isa ang susulpot sa aming block. Hehe. Pero sumipot pa rin ako, afterall, libre yun. Bukod dun, nagbake ako ng brownies, sayang naman kung di ko mabigay di ba?

Nung umpisa, hala, parang gusto ko nang umuwi. Baka ma-OP ako ng todo… Sunud-sunod silang nagdadatingan… Ayan na. Nagbabatian. Pawang na-miss talaga nila ang isa’t-isa. Ayun nagka-catch up. Wala akong maka-usap… Nakakalungkot… Bakit pa kasi ako tumuloy… Ngunit, subalit, datapwat sa katagalan, nasanay na rin ako… Pano ba naman pa ko e-exit di ba? Panindigan mo na. Go, go, go.

Ayun, ako na rin ang nagsilbing representative ng sarili kong block… Sa katagalan kinausap ko ang mga piling taong close ko at dinalangin ko na lang na huwag akong tingnan at pag-isipan ng mga iba sa naroon na “Bakit ka ba nandito? Hindi ka belong..” Buti naman hindi ko naramdaman yun… Actually, di naman talaga maiiiwasan yun. Sabihin na lang natin na kung isa kang PT at napasama ka sa grupo ng mga nagkwekwentuhang abugado.. Hehe. Well, exag naman yun. Afterall, pare-pareho naman kaming PT. Syempre kasi kinalakihan nila ang isa’t-isa… Naisip ko na lang na bawat isa naman sa mga taong naroroon ay may “moment” naman sa akin kahit papano… At napanindigan ko naman ata ang pananatili ko dun.. Di ko na lang pinakita ang ilang factor…Naisip ko rin naman na siguro kung sa kanila ako napasama, ganito pa rin ako.

I mean, meron na kasing nakagisnang reference per block. Na ang 20 e maingay, 21 tahimik. 20 sabog, 21 demure. Yun nga, dahil siguro nakasanayan ko lang ang ingay, kulit at gulo, ayun nagkaron ako ng kaunting ingay sa katawan. Nung highschool naman pa-demure akong bata. Nahihiya nga akong tumawa ng malakas. Noon. Pero ngayong nakasama ko sila, ang 21, naisip ko nalang na napaka-flexible ko talaga. Proud naman ako dun. Haha. At nakilala ko rin ng kaunti ang bawat isa sa kanila. Mga taong noon ay hindi ko alam kung pano ko pakikisamahan ng casual na hindi na-totouch ang block issue. Nakilala ko kung pano sila magsama-samang magkakaibigan, bilang isang grupong na-miss ang isa’t-isa. Di ko naman pinagsisihan ang araw ko. Natuwa na lang ako na “warm and accomodating” sila given na kahit piliting hindi isipin ay meron at meron pa ring mag-iisip ng… “Anong ginagawa mo rito?” Hehe. Meron pa ngang isa, “Sino nga siya?”. Wahaha.

Anairam, PTRP po. ^_^