Archive for July, 2007

Personality Tests

Posted in interests, me time, online quizzes on July 30, 2007 by anairam

Your Score: 9 – the Peacemaker

Thanks for taking the test !

you chose BX – your Enneagram type is NINE (aka “The Mediator”)

“I am at peace”

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union
with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me

  • If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially
    don’t like expectations or pressure.
  • I like to listen and to be of service, but don’t take advantage of this.
  • Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
  • Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It’s OK to nudge
    me gently and nonjudgmentally.
  • Ask me questions to help me get clear.
  • Tell me when you like how I look. I’m not averse to flattery.
  • Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
  • I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
  • Let me know you like what I’ve done or said.
  • Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.

What I Like About Being a NINE

  • being nonjudgmental and accepting
  • caring for and being concerned about others
  • being able to relax and have a good time
  • knowing that most people enjoy my company; I’m easy to be around
  • my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good
    mediator and facilitator
  • my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and
  • being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe

What’s Hard About Being a NINE

  • being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
  • being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
  • being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally
  • being confused about what I really want
  • caring too much about what others will think of me
  • not being listened to or taken seriously

NINEs as Children Often

  • feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
  • tune out a lot, especially when others argue
  • are “good” children: deny anger or keep it to themselves

NINEs as Parents

  • are supportive, kind, and warm
  • are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective
Link: The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test


Your Score: The Prioress

You scored 21% Cardinal, 64% Monk, 52% Lady, and 40% Knight!

You are a moral person and are also highly intellectual. You like your solitude but are also kind and helpful to those around you. Guided by a belief in the goodness of mankind you will likely be christened a saint after your life is over.

You scored high as both the Lady and the Monk. You can try again to get a more precise description of either the Monk or the lady, or you can be happy that you’re an individual.

Link: The Who Would You Be in 1400 AD Test written by KnightlyKnave on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test



Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon

Posted in interests, photos, reviews, television on July 30, 2007 by anairam

I was browsing and found this 2nd entry of mine last March 2006 on my Friendster blog. Well, I want to share the entry here so here it is.

Hay…just two weeks ago, i was surfing the net about one of my favorite characters in cartoon network toonami (Gransazers), when i encountered another blog site with one of its posts talking about certain actresses which played the roles of the sailor soldiers..curious, i clicked on the link and i found myself on the Pretty Guardian Sailormoon- Live Action series fansite! It was aired in japan sometime 2003-2004.

Hehe..I was an avid fan of sailor moon way way back in gradeschool, i even used to collect paper dolls and cards and compiled them on a folder..(pero ngayon di ko na alam kung asan yun..huhu) Wala lang, naaliw lang ako na may live action series pala yun…, meaning, real live japanese girls as sailor soldiers..

Same color (pero dito, their hair colors change only when they transform to sailor soldiers, pag normal na tao sila, black haired sila)… The story was based on the cartoon series, pero madami ding iniba from the original story (e.g. may Dark Mercury, Sailor Venus is a popstar etc.). At first i found it corny na ginawa syang live pero hours after seeing the screencaps and reading the story…hehe..syempre naappreciate ko na sya.. (di naman ako masyadong nagsasabata nito no?) Pretty pa yung mga girls na gumanap, at syempre magiging dark pa si Sailor Mercury(na favorite ko!) Wala lang ulit.. Sana maipalabas sya sa cartoon network(teka baka naman naipalabas na sya?) I was looking forward to watch all episodes (50 episodes at may 2 special acts) Sana, kaya maghahanap ako sa quiapo sa summer..hehe… or baka meron kayo jan..pahiram naman! yeye..

So, announcing, for those who might have the series or who would consider downloading it for me, for a price of course, hehe. (Yeah, I think it is downloadable, I just can’t figure it out myself and with the help of my super advanced PC!- sarcastic), I would be really, really grateful! . I am talking to those who happen to dropped by on this blog of course. Again, the title is Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon (they refer it on some websites as PGSM). Anyone interested please leave a comment (Thinking and hoping somebody would really acknowledge this, well it’s worth the try). Thanks in advance! Haha.

my fave character

Care to figure out who’s who?

More of Baby Dreams

Posted in dreams on July 30, 2007 by anairam

What’s up with me and baby dreams these days. On my previous blog I have shared my 2 consecutive dreams of having my very own baby. Just me and my baby, with my friends. And to think I don’t even have a boyfriend. And never had one just yet. C’mon. Haha. Well, just recently, a friend had told me that she dreamt of me being pregnant, and that I was anxious on having to tell it to my parents and my boyfriend (At least in her dream, I had a boyfriend. Haha). I searched the net but didn’t find any dictionary to interpret it the way it is, so I ended up looking for baby keywords again. And just last week, I dreamt of having a baby, again for the 3rd time around. At first, I think I forgot about her but later on I was playing with her (yes, it’s a girl) and she looked like me. A little me, and I must say, she is cute. Haha. It is a fact that I love babies, and they actually are one of the things that make me smile on a day whenever I happen to come across one when I walk around in places. But I don’t love them to the point that I wanted to have one at this moment. I just think that it is indeed comforting to see a cute smiling baby, looking at them seems like a 30-second break and deviation from a toxic and complicated day. Talk about baby-watching. I should be boy-watching. Wahaha.


  • A new event , happening, beginning for the subject of the dream. Can mean a baby if the dream is about a pregnant person or someone wanting to have one. Wish fulfillment. Fills one’s sense of lacking or incompleteness.
  • May symbolize vulnerability, or your need for love (O c’mon!). Also your pure, innocent, true self (other than the ego). It may represent some new development in your life (And I wish it pertains to a favorable result in the board exams).
  • Usually represents a new beginning or a new creation in your life. It is generally very positive and indicates growth in your life! (If it’s very positive, then I am very much looking forward to it!)
  • A new beginning or a new phase in life, relationship, career, etc. (Please let it be career! Please! Haha, boards hang-over!) This could also be part of a dream where your subconscious mind is exploring what it would be like to have a baby.

Coffee Overload

Posted in me time on July 9, 2007 by anairam

Being a self-proclaimed schizoid nowadays, I consider coffee to be my present bestfriend. It keeps me awake, accompanies me when I study up to a maximum of 12 hours a day, gives me energy and keeps me high. Coffee overload. I loved coffee eversince, and prefer no brand whatsoever, black or creamy, cold, hot or iced, you name it, I just have to have one. 3-4 cups a day to a maximum, which I consider to be still healthy as it has been reported to decrease the risk of Alzheimer’s disease, Cancer and lots more. It’s a good thing I am not having palpitations anymore due to coffee overload, maybe coffee just loves me back so it doesn’t give me tachycardia. ^_^

I Hate

Posted in Uncategorized on July 9, 2007 by anairam

Have you ever felt being so angry with a person/thing/whatever, and youre not given freedom to state your side and comment, and you’re just so angry, you just want to explode and cry and breakdown right then and there? I did. I just hate what happened last Sunday. I won’t talk about it very much anymore, neither will I elaborate on the things that had happened. I just wanna say it’s a pure waste of time, and a no win battle against the most egoistic, closed minded, self-centered, narcissistic but not-so cute creature that I have ever met. And may I add the most over-acting guy (or is he/she?) with the highest pride there is that I have ever known. I hope he eventually get what is due to him someday (talk about karma) for making a near hundred people feel really, really bad with his snide, offending and pointless remarks…

On my past 3 days…

Posted in adventures, me time on July 6, 2007 by anairam
  • Tuesday. A reunion happened. And I surely did not expect it. I absented myself from the 1-3 pm class and went on Ministop to wait for the 3 pm class. Surprise. 4 of my famous berks where there. With nowhere to go, I went on their table to sit with them. It was the usual, I was the butt of jokes, but they where also talking about other stuffs which I can’t relate to (some of which I find irritating), when suddenly I became “on the spot”. My guy friend suddenly asked me “Bakit mo ba kami iniiwasan?”. I froze, but still smiled and pretended not to hear anything. And another ‘hirit’ came, “Ano bang meron si ____ na wala kami?”. And as if some coincidence, ____ passed by outside Ministop and the last ‘hirit’ was stated, “O ayan na si ____, sige, sumama ka na sa kanya”. I don’t know how to react after that. I sure do appreciate the “I miss you’s” I usually hear from them (deep inside at least), but I don’t know if I could take that previous comments positively or negatively. I know for a fact that after I left my ‘kada’ or at least after I started not to hang out with them, that they’ve been talking behind my back. And I can’t stop that from happening nor I can change their minds about me. But I just don’t like them making an issue out of me after I have left the ‘spotlight’ and have my way with being silent. The outcome? I felt a bit awkward hanging out with ____ because I was shy with her being talked about or being at least involved because of me. It just seems like whoever I am with will be involved or be with my issue. And I can’t afford that. For a while I’ve been trying not to be attached to anyone, at least by the end of this month. Unattached but keeping myself open. Withdrawn but “pa-close” with my seatmates and to those who dared to talk and chat with me. Schizoid. But for the record, I don’t hate anybody, neither myself. I’m just giving others “a time of their lives” and myself testing the limits of my silence. I just don’t think I need to explain to anybody verbally my issues, not this time. Everybody’s busy. Including me. I should be really busy, or at least keeping myself busy.
  • Wednesday. I got a paper origami rose today. It was from a classmate, a co-reviewee (I don’t know from which school he is). I don’t know if there was some meaning to it, and I don’t want to consider it as something anyway. I just find it nice. He was the first guy (who is not a close friend), who gave me something out of the moment. With or without intentions, it is on my record.
  • Thursday. It was one productive SRD. I went to study at Starbucks with a friend, from 7:30 am to 7:30 pm. But I got broke because of the urge to buy. Hihi. It was worth it anyway. The ambiance was nice, it was a conducive environment to study and I love the music they’re playing. Plus, it was a nice place to catch some cuties studying there as well. I think I’ll be seeing myself in Starbucks more often ^_^.
  • Friday. Today. I was in Starbucks again, from 8:30 am to 12:30. And at 1 pm I was in class. It ended early and now I have time to type this. And I’m going to study now. So long.


Posted in Uncategorized on July 6, 2007 by anairam


Type of personality disorder described as withdrawn and with preference to be alone rather than to be with group of friends or peer. (Question #145. Pedia and Misc. Conditions Coaching)

In layman’s term: Loner

Uhoh. Does this disorder have stages? What factors causes this condition? I might be in it’s initial stage if there is. But as of the present, I am not having any auditory hallucinations. Which is a good prognosis. Haha. I hope me drinking lots of coffee doesn’t contribute to me developing hallucinations. Coz if worse come to worst, I could be the living proof of the urban legend of the girl who drew spirals on her answer sheet during the board exams instead of shading the correct answer.

I need to go out more. After the boards that is. I’ll be living my dreams.